MissHoeboots

Good Heavens! 7:30 came waaaaaay too fast this morning.

I never post here anymore since I just blog on MySpace if I have something to say (which isn't often) but I thought I'd sign on to make a complaint. I have a bazillion papers to grade and I don't want to. That is all.

I'm awake right now but I'm seriously considering rethinking that tactic and just kind of forgetting that today ever existed. I wonder if that would work?

These song lyrics just kind of say it all right now:

They pull up their chairs to the table
She stares at the food on her plate
At the toast and the butter
Her father, her mother, she pushes away

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

She gets home from school too early
And closes the door to her room
There's nothing inside her
She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
And her mother is starting to see through her lies
And last night her father had tears in his eyes

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

And we rise in the morning
And we sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

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My entire attitude on life today is "whatever." Whether this is good or bad I cannot say but you know what? Whatever.

Just...whatever.

Grr! I totally want to kick something right now. I'm afraid that would hurt though and my desire for a pain free life outweighs my desire to kick something (though, I have to admit, it doesn't outweigh it by much).

Hi, new reader :)

I took this from Melissa :)

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How do you feel today?
Get Lost | Gavin DeGraw

What's your outlook on life?
I Won't Back Down | Tom Petty

What does your family think of you?
Bless the Broken Road | Rascall Flatts

What do your friends think of you?
Learning to Fly | Tom Petty

What do strangers think of you?
Damn, I Wish I Was Your Lover | Sophie B. Hawkins

What do your exes think of you?
My, Oh My | The Wreckers

How has your love life been so far?
Not Ready to Make Nice | The Dixie Chicks

How will your love life be in the future?
We Could Still Belong Together | Lisa Loeb

Will you get married?
Smile | Grant Lee Phillips

Will you have kids?
Lucky For You | SheDaisy

Are you good in school?
Papa Don't Preach | Kelly Osbourne

Will you be succesful in life?
Carry On | Nick Lachey

What song should they play on your birthday?
Falling in Love is Hard on the Knees | Aerosmith

What song should they play at your funeral?
If You Had Called Yesterday | Julie Roberts

The Soundtrack of Your Life:
Hiding My Heart | Brandi Carlile (This is so very, very true for me, btw)

You and your best friend are:
Straight Up | Paula Abdul

Happy times:
Broken | Seether and Amy Lee

Sad times:
Antologia | Shakira

Every day:
Better Life | 3 Doors Down

For Sunday:
Knocking on Heavens Door | Avril Lavigne

For Monday:
Could Be Anything | The Eames Era

For Tuesday:
Crazy People | The Wreckers

For Wednesday:
Little Heaven | Toad the Wet Sprocket

For Thursday:
Unfaithful | Rhianna

For Friday:
You Outta Know | Alanis Morissette

For Saturday:
Sound of Goodbye | Jessica Harp

Do you get along with your sister[s]?
You're in Love | Wilson Phillips

Do you get along with your brother[s]?
Please Forgive Me | Bryan Adams

Do you get along with your parents?
Morning | Amos Lee

Do you like school?
Worn Me Down | Rachel Yamagata

Your favorite song:
Blame on Me | Toots and the Maytals

Are you in love?
How Do You Talk to an Angel | Jamie Walters

You've Changed 72% in 10 Years

Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal. In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it!

I'm a Porsche 911!

You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

So, with my birthday only a couple of days away and with a "suggestion" I received while at the dermatologist office not long ago, I'm feeling completely old.

Turning 26 means that I'm closer to 30 than to 20 and that I'm as close to middle-age as I am to teenage. I don't love this birthday at all and I kind of just want to skip it. Except, I still want the presents because presents are fun.

Do you find yourself asking what happened at the dermatologist office? Long story short, the Dr. suggested that I try BOTOX for my WRINKLES! Botox! Wrinkles! *cries* Sure, when I smile I have lines around my eyes but don't most people? I really don't think I am wrinkley yet, am I?

My braces are FINALLY coming off on Wednesday morning, which means that I'm going to age, like, 10 years that day because I KNOW they make me look a little younger. So, 9AM wednesday I get older, noon on Wednesday I get my teeth cleaned, and 1PM on Wednedday I have them whitened 8 shades (or so the dentist says) in an attempt to erase the signs that my teeth have been through a lot (read: in an attempt to make my teeth seem younger!).

*shakes head* 30...

Here’s the directions: Go to http://www.musicOutfitters.com

In the Search box, enter the year it was when you were 10 YEARS OLD. The first item returned should be the 100 top songs from that year. Cut and paste them into your journal. Bold the ones you liked.

( Either I'm not very discriminating, or 1990 was a great year for music! )

Sitting in class tonight, I made the decision that I wanted something different for dinner.

As a result of that thought I found myself in the grocery store.

And now I'm sitting on the couch waiting the the O.C. to start while eating Cap'n Chrunch's Crunch Berries, drinking milk (my lactose intolerant stomach won't thank me for this!) and eating cookies.

I? Am the spokesperson for healthy eating!

Becase I am an evil, evil bride I am sending dirty, sometimes filthy, text messages to my husband while he is at work. Heh, I am so easily amused...

What depresses me more than anything right now is knowing that even though it is coming up on 3AM and I am in the midst of writing a paper that I must turn in tomorrow (I haven't procrastinated, btw; I've been so busy with school work that I'm forced to complete assignments on a first come, first serve basis), I will in no way finish the paper tonight. Therefore, I'll have to wake up early to finish the writing so that I might turn the assignment in on time when I go to class tomorrow afternoon.

I am dealing with so, so much stress lately that I can hardly stand it.

Never again am I taking this many classes is one quarter because, even tough I can be a bit of a masochist, I am not interested in killing myself.

Never, ever again.

Alas, I must go back to paper writing for another 11 minutes, after which I will attempt to sleep for 5-6 hours so that I might wake up and do it all again.

I bid you adieu, my friends!

I want all of the clothes shown on www.whitehouseblackmarket.com . Seriously, all of them!

I am going to drop out of school and get a job at McDonalds.

That is all.

It is HOT outside today!

I woke up this morning around 10:45 and headed to get a trim. It tuns out that if you talk with my stylist while she is working, she accidentally turns a 1/2" trim into a 3" cut, which means that my hair no longer stays behind my shoulders. *sigh*

Speaking of hair, I do believe that the back of my hair looks orange in places even though no one will admit it to me. Perhaps that should teach me to do really blonde highlights over dark red, dyed hair. I am trying to fight the urge to go any blonder, at least for a couple of weeks but the orange is kiling me dead.

Anyway.

After having my hair lopped off I showered and dressed. Because I am super girly lately, I've decided to wear a denim skirt and a pretty floral tank top of a questionable cleavage-showing cut. The outfit is finished off by my trademark flip flops. I don't know how comfortable I feel like this but I've been working dilligently as of late to stop being so frumpy.

I have yet to eat today but since 90210 is on in 15 minutes my stomach will have to wait until 3. After that, I'll read (maybe) and then at 5 I'll head to campus for my one Monday night class. At 8PM I'll return home, eat dinner, watch TV, and possibly do some of my long overdue reading.

Ah...living the high life...

Ladies and gentlemen, I am ashamed to announce that I just wrote the absolute worst paper of my academic career. Turning this masterpiece of garbage in tomorrow will be an occasion requiring much mourning over the final achievement of a state of Student-Who-No-Longer-Cares Syndrome. Even in my darkest hours I had maintained hope that I would never reach this disappointing place but I seem to have failed myself.

I guess all I have left to say is "Goodbye 4.0 GPA and hello mediocrity!"